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to you*
yea your prolly reading this and asking why i havnt let these feelings out. and i honesyly dont know hah i know yuh hate when i say that but basicly between family shit and stress and jus lifes got me down. i get shitty moodswings and it sucks. i think a lot of it is cuz i fcuked up in the pastand im afraid one day your just gunna let it get to you and your gunna leave. yea i never told you that but thats my biggest fear, worst than the dark or anything. i dont think you understand how much you mean to me i just want you to be happy under any circumstance. even if it sacrifices mine because i think you deserve it. yeah i love my new job but now i dont get to talk to you as much as i want and ahh fcuk. i hope you read this and not take it the wrong way cuz a lotta shit i say always either comes out wrong or i have the wrong tone when i say it. just know reguasrdless no matter what i love you more than anything and never ever wanna loss you to anything or anyone.
Aaron.
